Bits and pieces that fell off a dream.

Pale Marionette

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 17:36:59 -0400

She stares out the window
The fog, all she could see
She raised her hand to her heart
The girl she’ll never be

She walks away still shaky
Her feet can’t hold her weight
The sight outside she can’t stand
Eternally in wait

///

Don't play with sticks and stones

Mon, 08 Oct 2012 12:39:10 -0400

I’m scared… I’m scared of much
I’m scared… Scared of touch
Of smells and sounds and sights
Of fights
I’m scared and hurt and died
I’m full of the deceit and lies
Was fed of bitterness and rage
Locked in a dark, sad cage
I’m scared… I don’t want to fight
I’m scared, day and night
I’ll bite if it saved my life
Even if I hated it
Hated to fight

She's just a trainwreck you can't help but to stare...

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 15:39:27 -0400

Who is that girl you see, waiting in the rain?
Rebellious in nature, she knows what is pain
Her child-like smile belies the wounds that stain
Strong willed as ever, she’s waiting in vain

22

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 11:21:46 -0400

You’re hiding in a box
It’s dark
It’s dark, isn’t it
And damp
And cold
But it’s your box
So it must not matter, the darkness
The dark and the damp
Even though it’s cramped
Even though it’s…
Lonely
Lonely
LONELY
Being inside is LONELY
It’s quiet
Too quiet
But it’s your box
It’s your DARK, DAMP, COLD
QUIET and
Lonely box
But it’s still your box
But it’s still your box

no going back, no moving on

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 02:46:00 -0400

Why the smile? So full of hate
There’s no reason to be here
Felt that maybe you had too much on your plate?
I can see that you’re holding back tears
Or is it cause you’re actually afraid?

Jumping off the ledge, a bid on freedom
Don’t worry, either you’ll live in fear
…or suffocate

A Little Piece of Heaven

Fri, 13 May 2011 08:35:00 -0400

A thump, a violent phase
Save me from the pain!
Two steps, three muffled cries
And there she laid, slain

A crash, a bloodied hand
End my suffering!
Two sobs, three choked sounds
Before she died crying

A grasp, a futile try
Curse you, curse my life!
Two stabs, three to the heart
Your life will end with mine!

To those with style;

Sat, 07 May 2011 09:12:16 -0400

To be a wolf within a herd of mules
To be what’s red amidst a sea of blue
To be forced to follow the rules
To be left alone without a clue

Why not break away from conformity
And break free of society
Sport your scars though they aren’t pretty
Take pride in difference, your identity

identi- MIMICRY

Sat, 07 May 2011 06:43:46 -0400

I look in the mirror but I see another,
I try to touch my face but it feels surreal
I desperately reach for my reflection but
How do I hold on to something not here?

They’re my memories, and it’s my life
But why do I feel like I’m a spectator?
Somehow I may have fallen by the wayside
And I was so sure I’d had it before

Who is she, the girl I see?
Am I real or just a story?

Chocolate Truffles ;)

Sat, 07 May 2011 06:33:00 -0400

Your blood, my addiction, tastes like wine
Feels like one day you’ll be mine

Now that I’ve gotten a taste of heaven
How can I stop asking for more?
Why go back to how I was before,
When there’s the sweet rush for something forbidden?

You, beautiful poison, tastes like wine
One day for sure, I’ll make you mine

a raven, a crow

Fri, 06 May 2011 12:27:00 -0400

Apathy…
A single tear from her eye
A parting kiss and goodbye
Another wish in the sky
A distant dream now a lie

…no sanctuary?
will sunshine ever come and reign,
or will the rain always remain?
will our efforts wane in vain,
will we ever love again?

What's up, life?

Wed, 04 May 2011 11:04:46 -0400

Isn’t life much more exciting,
when things are not how they’re supposed to be?
While chaos may be so inviting,
sometimes I do yearn for a rest.

Would you sing me a lullaby so sweet…
And let me sleep in your arms for a bit?
Stay with me then and hold me so,
Even when I wake, don’t let go.

it's raining

Thu, 28 Apr 2011 20:42:00 -0400

When all that matters is the pain we feel and between what’s left there’s no good will,
And how we wish that nothing is real but that’s how it goes when the heart’s been killed,
When the burdens we carry would only grow and there’s not a room for a smile to lift,
And how we thought that everything is forever but no, happiness is but a borrowed gift.

Thank you, friend. You know who you are.

"Please hold my hand and warm my heart… Don’t ever let me fall apart."

Sat, 23 Apr 2011 13:56:36 -0400

“Please hold my hand and warm my heart…
Don’t ever let me fall apart.”

- Halfway broken.

a fairytale

Sat, 02 Apr 2011 14:21:39 -0400

Sleeping Beauty, you’re so pretty
I’ll be your knight, I’ll be your prince
Rest easy my Sleeping Beauty
I’ll be the one to set you free

Snow White so pure, Snow White so sweet
Why did you fall for the witch’s treat?
I’ll be the one to wake you up
Maybe a kiss will rid the sleep

Cinderella, Cinderella
Locked up inside the old cellar
I have your slippers, gown and key
So come on out, and dance with me

My dear love, my fragrant lily
You’re my princess, my sleeping beauty
My snow white, your lips are like honey
My cinderella, my lovely lady.

Alice

Sat, 02 Apr 2011 14:16:00 -0400

My imagination’s running wild,
Help me! Where’s the light?
What’s real, what’s not to me,
Is fuzzy and hazy, but I’m free!

S.O.s

Sat, 02 Apr 2011 14:13:59 -0400

I’m not a beast, not a monster
Please believe me, it’s the truth!
Look into my eyes and see what’s under,
I’m in pieces, and falling through…

"Because it is fleeting that life could be so beautiful."

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 14:56:47 -0400

“Because it is fleeting that life could be so beautiful.”

- common sense.

mentality

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 14:03:57 -0400

Hold the chains that break you
Bind the ropes that cut you
Arrest the Beast within you
Confine them, don’t break through

Cause what’s gonna happen, you know too
If you let them out, the beast that is You.

chapter II.

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 10:31:27 -0400

Bleed and bleed, little bird
Run and hide in your verdant birdcage
Fly and fly, little bird
You’re just another story, another page.

Bleed and bleed, little bird
Here you can only get hurt
Cry and cry, little bird
Won’t you go out and see the world?

free you, yourself

Mon, 21 Mar 2011 10:22:13 -0400

Feed your addiction, and feel the friction. Cause there’s no restriction, ain’t truth stranger than fiction?